Skin and bones...

This morning right before I got in the shower I brushed my teeth and took my t-shirt off. I was standing sideways in front of the mirror and out of the corner of my eye I noticed myself in the mirror. I looked much too skinny. I thought it was because I didn't have my glasses on so I grabbed them and just stared at myself. I look extremely skinny. It shouldn't have come as a surprise to me. I haven't been eating. I can't remember when I stopped eating but I just don't eat much anymore. I have no appetite. Food rarely sounds good. I didn't really think about it much until I saw myself in the mirror. I mean, I'm not pre-rehab skinny (135lbs!) but I would definately say I'm way under my average 155-160. Since noticing that it feels like all my clothes are huge on me. Must be my mind playing tricks on me.

-mbh signing off...