Ambien.. oh how I love thee...
I'm bored & not even slightly tired. Angela isn't feeling well (get well soon honey!) so she went to bed early. I'm figuring that I will write for a bit. Well, at least until my good friend Ambien C. Release stops by for a night cap.
I just finished reading every article about the Utah Jazz I could find. It sure is nice to see the Jazz kicking some ass all over the court. Since being a die-hard Jazz fan since the late 80's and having my heart torn from my chest still bleeding by Michael Jordan (curse you!) [twice!] back in the late 90's I'm way excited to see the Jazz playing good team ball. It will be scary to see them put together a full four quarters for some major ghetto ass whoopin'. In their last four games they have sucked for three quarters only to come from behind in the 4th to win. Down 16/Suns (W), down 16/Raptors (W), down 21/Kings (W) and most recently down 7 to the reviled Lakers (W). Kirilenko shut down Kobe in the 4th. Neener neener!However, it is still early in the season and the only games that matter are the ones in April and beyond. Enough basketball talk.
It's been nice having some days off from work. I've been struggling with work since I was moved to a new team and it has been a major stress for me. It was nice to have my hard work recognized by management and to be promoted but I haven't quite gotten used to my new responsibilities. This was expected by management since the team I work on is one of the most difficult and there is so much to it. However, I've taken it the struggles hard and personally. It's been two months since I was moved teams and yet I still don't feel like I'm contributing what I know I should be. Maybe I'm too hard on myself? God gave me two gifts, first and foremost: mad Tetris skillz and second computers. It pisses me off when I know I should be doing better. I know I shouldn't be so hard on myself since I have been dealing with a lot of stresses in my life outside of work, and I mean A LOT! Now that things are getting back to normal I'm hoping I can put more focus into work and start to excel once again.
I'm still not tired...
Wait a sec... Ambien is that you? Ahhhh... thank you may I have another!
~mbh signing off...
I just finished reading every article about the Utah Jazz I could find. It sure is nice to see the Jazz kicking some ass all over the court. Since being a die-hard Jazz fan since the late 80's and having my heart torn from my chest still bleeding by Michael Jordan (curse you!) [twice!] back in the late 90's I'm way excited to see the Jazz playing good team ball. It will be scary to see them put together a full four quarters for some major ghetto ass whoopin'. In their last four games they have sucked for three quarters only to come from behind in the 4th to win. Down 16/Suns (W), down 16/Raptors (W), down 21/Kings (W) and most recently down 7 to the reviled Lakers (W). Kirilenko shut down Kobe in the 4th. Neener neener!However, it is still early in the season and the only games that matter are the ones in April and beyond. Enough basketball talk.
It's been nice having some days off from work. I've been struggling with work since I was moved to a new team and it has been a major stress for me. It was nice to have my hard work recognized by management and to be promoted but I haven't quite gotten used to my new responsibilities. This was expected by management since the team I work on is one of the most difficult and there is so much to it. However, I've taken it the struggles hard and personally. It's been two months since I was moved teams and yet I still don't feel like I'm contributing what I know I should be. Maybe I'm too hard on myself? God gave me two gifts, first and foremost: mad Tetris skillz and second computers. It pisses me off when I know I should be doing better. I know I shouldn't be so hard on myself since I have been dealing with a lot of stresses in my life outside of work, and I mean A LOT! Now that things are getting back to normal I'm hoping I can put more focus into work and start to excel once again.
I'm still not tired...
Wait a sec... Ambien is that you? Ahhhh... thank you may I have another!
~mbh signing off...
posted by mbh at 11/25/2006 01:28:00 AM
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