Another day at the office...

For the love of all that is Monday. Yes it is Monday. I'm down in the superlab pretending to work ;) Really, I'm just taking a small break. Since I didn't write a whole lot yesterday I figured that I owed it to myself to write something more today. I'm feeling much better today. Just needed one more day for me to "push through". It was only a matter of time.

Numbness. In all honesty I wish I could flip a switch in my head and just be numb to everything. Totally emotionless. A robot. Starting to get stressed and anxious? Simple. (Flick!) Ahhh, now I can enjoy my caramel frappe and just sit here and stare blankly at the monitor and listen to Gary Numan. Too bad life wasn't meant to be lived numbly. (Damnit).

-mbh signing off...