The sands of time...

Wow this year is already cruising along. I can't believe it's almost the end of January! Idle hands are the devils playground. Good thing I'm extremely busy with work! It's a good kind of busy. I love my job.

This could be the one...

2005. This is going to be the best year of my life. Wait a second!

I'm feeling a bit of de-ja-vu....

"2003. This is going to be the best year of my life."

-Michael B. Hansen Jan. 01, 2003

That was right before I started my self-destruction sequence and spent the next two years completely destroying my life. Why is this year going to be better than any of the years previously? Because of five reasons:

1. I'm thinking more clearly than I have ever in my entire life.
2. I have basically started my life over from scratch. Clean slate.
3. I have the best job in the world. The future of my job is looking brighter than ever!
4. I have the best support from friends and family than I have ever had in the past.
5. I have finally figured out the meaning of life. :)

2005. This could be the one...

Did I forget to mention I'm the center of attention,
In my universe my pains' my pension.

-Venus Hum

A year in review...

2004. What a hellacious roller coaster of a year. The year I finally hit rock bottom. After two years of destroying my life I had finally succeeded. I was also presented with the most important decision I have ever had to make. A decision that meant life or death, success or failure.

The choice between love or life. I chose life...

I was tired of running.

2004-Dates of importance:

January 29 - Sara and I were arrested.
February 02 - I was checked into Highland Ridge rehab center where I spent a week in detox and three weeks of discovering who I was.
February 29 - Was released from Highland Ridge; reborn.
March 11 - My court date; One year court probabtion, no jail time, sigh of relief.
April 05 - Started working at Paraben Corporation; the most wonderful job I have ever had.
May 27 - Sara D'anele Harris died (1983-2004).
July 05 - Was promoted to manager of testing and support at Paraben Corporation.
July 21 - Turned 26 years old.
September 12 - My drivers license was reinstated.
December 31 - I was still alive.